I've always been interested in the occult and was especially drawn towards Wicca back in the 1990s - I was in search of a coven of wiccans in order to undergo training and when the time arose for me to make a decision on whether to put myself forward for initiation - several weird occurences took place... Unusually for the first degree I seemed to have the horned god come through to me in the guise of Herne and Pan a lot of the time. This would often result in me finding images of deers everywhere, on cars, pub signs, and my dreams took the form of a horned being in the woods...